Monday, April 20, 2015

I was never completely awake today. Through the windows in the office the rain was coming down almost sideways and I thought, I should really feel something about this, but I can’t. There’s kind of a feeling you get when you’re in a large, bustling space, a corporate space, and the weather outside is chaotic. I’m sure I’ve had that feeling before. In the old Heublein building in Hartford, maybe. Temp days. It’s an insular feeling. A feeling of enforced kinship. Almost a cozy feeling. But I didn’t feel it.