After
the loss I went to the merry-go-round with the wife and kid. The one by
the water, under the bridge. During the hurricane, pictures of it had
appeared on social media: the ocean churned against the glass box that
enclosed it, waves climbing ever higher, while inside the lights were
on, illuminating the empty painted horses in suspended animation.
There
was little sign that anything had been wrong. The air outside was
briny—everywhere we walked had days ago been underwater. But everything
was clean. Normal. Three trash cans sat in a neat row along the paved
path: garbage, paper, glass.
As
we rode, we observed attendants dismantling a child’s birthday party at
the corner of the space. A stack of empty pizza boxes. A cross-sected
cake. Favors abandoned on chairs and the tissue-papered table. Sara
asked me how much I thought it cost.
“Six hundred dollars?” I said after a moment.
In
another corner a photo shoot appeared to be taking place, featuring a
handsome, rich, young couple. They clasped hands and faced each other as
the photographer contorted himself on the ground before them, straining
to frame their heads and the cresting of the carousel.
Jackie’s heart didn’t really seem to be in it so we left after a couple more rides. But she insisted on walking.